I will have to reflect on exactly why this is, but my porn and yerk proclivities have largely waned in the past month. I have found myself almost completely uninterested in porn, and when watching it, almost completely unaroused. What gives?
I have long argued, against what would seem the obvious logic, that regular sex actually increases my desire for porn and yerk. I suppose the converse of that would be that if I'm not having regular sex, my desire for porn and yerk would decrease. Well, I'll be forthright and admit that the past couple months, since the end of my "Bangin' USA" tour, have been the longest I've gone without sex in my adult life. And here I am with a seriously lacking libido.
Tomorrow I have a friend coming over to watch porn. She's super hot, and obviously a cool chick, but she's taken. She suggested us watching some porn out of the blue. I'm not sure why. I tend to be iffy on watching porn with others, but nonetheless I'm game. She described the event herself as "creepy", and I'm inclined to agree, but her and I are both somewhat creepy people, so no worries there.
In any case, I am going to take an active role in seeking out womens again. And I mean that with all respect -- you have no idea how genuine I am in my care for the ladies I meet and bed, even when the underlying motivation is horniness, or the desire to trigger horniness, as the case may be.
I'll post about where all this goes.